here's the occasional post about why i hate my life, sans the hating my life part. well actually, i still kind of do, but i'm trying this whole "positive attitude" thing my mom keeps talking to me about. so far it's given me a little bit of constipation, and some tape residue by my light switch where said mom stuck a printed-out inspirational quote:

How do I change?

If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.

that's all i have to say today.

pounds lost since february 1st: 1

pounds to go before march 16: 5

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